Lost

I have not been posting origional content lately, I don't know why. I don't feel like writting or saying much. It seems I'm lost, but I don't know how. I'm hurting deep inside and I don't know why. I'm thinking but I don't know what. The only explanation I can come up with is that I'm lost. My life does not seem to have a direction. A few years back there were so many things I wanted to do. I'm slowly loosing the drive to do any of them. Ambitions, dreams, desires seem to have taken a back seat in this broken down vehicle we call life. My life has become monotonous, where I used to be unpredictable, I can now be found doing the same old boring things everyday. I have changed and I do not really know why. I don't like this change and I am trying to fight but I seem to have lost that drive to fight. I hope that instead of just talking about things I want to do, I can muster up the courage and the drive to go ahead and do it. I hope that I can break the unseen shackles that are holding me back.